Will I? 2010/09/27
Posted by Leah Guarin in Poetry 101.Tags: broken heart, heartbreak, love, lovestory, poetry, will i
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The ebbing of the tide is coming
Will I find solitude?
Loneliness
Crashing waves
Calming cool
Love to keep?
If I walk along the beach
May I never count grains of sand?
Only reach for beautiful shells with loving hands
Crushed by grief
Causing my heart to swell?
If I soar alone
Can I fly high? Without touching my mortal ground of loneliness?
Or will I smile? Thinking of loving you?
Or cry… missing you?
If tomorrow is not free
Tell me…
Will I?
*** Poetry writing is the sweetest escape to nursing a broken heart.
Dead for a Second 2010/09/27
Posted by Leah Guarin in Random Thoughts.Tags: death, headaches, killers, Life
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The feeling of being frozen even when standing in the noonday sunshine is not new to me anymore.
Today, I woke up crying inconsolably. It went on for thirty minutes or so. I was having another one of those occasional killer headaches. For a second, I thought I was going to die or so I thought. I seriously really hoped so since it is only 4:42 a.m. and I still have an excuse not to think properly.
But then moments later, my little Lucas wrapped his tiny little arms around me. Huh, what was I thinking?
Painkillers are killing me.
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